Thanks, yeah it was when all the people who were applying to do the program for a 2nd time that are on this forum didn't get through, I was like oh now I am one of the older ones, really I think im just thinking outloud, to be honest it doesn't matter I know I am not old, just having a "aarggh" moment. I think it was because im my last job almost everyone in my team was younger than me and that has never happened before, but it is all good.