Well Michaels home from Malia... its absolutly gutting to be here and know Emma isn't... Being away from her for just a year has made my mind set that we will get through her beiong away for a year because i know i coudln't survive without her... Just waiting for her to come back home from Kavos now so we can spend a month together before she goes again... Hard life aint it... Hopefully im either hearing from Yummy jobs or ill send my CV off again in early September to get onto this lifeguard course.. Fingers crossed i get it like... Would be a HELL of an experince and PLUS i get to see Em why im there.. Sounds ideal dont it!!!!!!!! everyone cross their fingers for me please